simplicity ain't so easy

sunshine XD

2012-01-25T16:04:00.002+08:00

I've tried playing it cool
But when I'm looking at you
I can't ever be brave
'Cause you make my heart race

Shot me out of the sky
You're my kryptonite
You keep making me weak
Yeah, frozen and can't breathe

Something's gotta give now
Cause I'm dying just to make you see
That I need you here with me now
Cause you've got that one thing

So get out, get out, get out of my head
And fall into my arms instead
I don't, I don't, don't know what it is
But I need that one thing
And you've got that one thing

Now I'm climbing the walls
But you don't notice at all
That I'm going out of my mind
All day and all night

Somethings' gotta give now
Cause I'm dying just to know your name
And I need you here with me now
Cause you've got that one thing

*sunshine~i can feel that awesomeness!XD

sunshine!

2012-01-25T14:26:00.004+08:00

You're insecure, don't know what for
You're turning heads when you walk through the do-o-or
Don't need make-up - to cover up
Being the way that you are is eno-o-ough
Everyone else in the room can see it
Everyone else but yo-ou

Baby you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But when you smile at the ground, it ain't hard to tell
You don't know
Oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful!

If only you saw what I can see
You'll understand why I want you so desperatley
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe
You don't know
Oh oh
You don't know you're beautiful!
Oh oh
That's what makes you beautiful!

So girl come on, you got it wrong
To prove I'm right I put it in a so-o-ong
I don't know why, you're being shy
And turn away when I look in to your eye eye eyes
Everyone else in the room can see it
Everyone else but yo-ou!

*i'm beamingly happy,sunshine!

ngee XD

2012-01-19T21:36:00.003+08:00

"KAU PEGI LA DULU!!"
*senyap*
*senyap*
"APE PEGI DULU,PEGI DULU?!?!"
"KAMU INGAT KAMU BOLEH HIDUP SORANG-SORANG?DAH KATE KENA PEGI IKOT KOMPENI..IKOT JE LA!!!!!!"
YIKES!
LARIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!
GODZILLA kat PLKN dah jerit!!!
LMFAO!!!
aku tak makan saman la warden!
dah la kena pakai baju kilang
tudung masuk dalam...
macam nerd dah pulak
syllabus kelas dah macam
sesi kaunseling
tak masuk lagi
kenegaraan,kebudayaan
nasib 3 bulan
pas MC dah selamat
aku simpan dalam locker
*wink*
agak agak aku malas masuk kelas
paracetamol,ubat flu and tag MC
jadi penyelamat la!
silap la nak tukar aku jadi baik
XD

piano!

2011-12-31T15:14:00.002+08:00

i don't have a clue what to write on today's entry so i decided to write on about my piano/keyboard memories but mainly keyboard la during the past 2 years
(well since today is the last day of 2011 i consider it as 2 years je la)
in
2010
i composed and played
one patriotic song(i forget the title)
and the lagu 'Gemilang'
for merdeka choir interhouse competition
with nadhirah zakaria
then
in 2011
i composed and played
kris dayanti's song(i have no idea what is the title)
during teacher's day
with amirul arif
he sang and changed the lyrics
it was last minute work
but
yeah, we enjoyed it
then again
with amirul arif
during our batch party 'a night to remember'
i picked 2 songs
Pokok and Awan Nano
i wanted him to sing lagu Pokok
i even composed it when i get back home
but he refused he said 'suara aku tak masuk note lagu pokok la'
padahal sedap je
then he picked lagu band ungu(again,i forget the title)
we composed it together, we did finished composed it in one night
but then
the next day
suddenly he said, 'segan pulak aku nak nyanyi lagu cinta'
memang nak lepuk kepala dia time tu
in the end
he chose Awan Nano and yea, he volunteered to help me composed
on our last rehersal
suddenly someone volunteered to sing lagu pokok
i was flabbergasted but tak pe..sabar je
then that 'someone'
sibuk sibuk nak nyanyi
lagu Awan Nano pulak
in the end
only one person gets to sing Awan Nano
amirul arif ;)
hidup asrama memang merepek

haha,you certainly cannot catch me!

2011-12-30T14:40:00.002+08:00

die baby die!
it is a tale
told by
an idiot
whom i know
so
dear idiot
zip it
or
i'll
make sure
that fat and chubby
ass of yours
will never
be able
to
see the world
yea
dear readers
ass as in donkey
not
human rear!
*wink
i'm terrible am i
sorry that 2 years
didn't
make me change
my habit
HAHA!
now i'm a vulgar Shakespeare
;p

SMILE!

2011-12-26T11:33:00.002+08:00

*snoring*
suddenly
intro of kucing hitam by bittersweet
throw away the pillow
and
reach for the phone
look at the screen
**** calling
a smile beginning to appear
"hello...erm,nape?"
"hello...erm,tido keeee?"
"haha..tak la"
i do love telling him i'm not sleeping
padahal dah air liur dah meleleh
macam tak tidur sebulan
*wink
''habis tu tengah buat ape?"
"tak ade buat ape ape..."
"owh...tak ngantuk ke tidur lambat ni?"
"tak la...dah tidur awal dah...ngee~~"
everytime he call he'll be asking the same questions
and
i'll be answering with the same answers
i love the fact that he call me in the middle of the night
i just love everything about it
he makes me laugh that for sure
now that is what i call as
a good way to start
a beautiful relationship

i dig you!
;p

i've change my mind!

2011-12-24T21:07:00.002+08:00

you know
that 'i dig you' thing
well
i guess
things have change
no more
'i dig you'
but
something
more serious than 'i dig you'
but less serious
than the strong L word
;)

CHOICES

2011-12-22T15:43:00.001+08:00

why can't the government
let us choose
whether to
agree to join
PLKN
or NOT!
stupid bullshit..=.='

gelak,gelak,gelak

2011-12-20T09:28:00.001+08:00

he spills his words
aku gelak
hahahahahaha!
hahahahahaha!
hahahahahaha!
seriously,
i can't stop laughing!
<3

drop dead!

2011-12-18T19:38:00.002+08:00

*while he was looking for his mother's birthday gift*

me:you know, hell hath no fury like a woman scorned...

idiot:ooooo!scary!!

me:so now you're scared huh?!;p

idiot:why should i?you're not a woman...-________-

me:HEY!*smack his head with my bag*

idiot:AOWWW!it hurts,you dumb ass!see,i told ya!women don't smack their ***friend with
handbags!

me:ehem!firstly, you're not my ***friend and fyi, this is not a handbag...this is a tote bag!
a NINE WEST TOTE BAG!

idiot:okay,alright already!but....you're not feminine enough to be consider as a woman..look at
yourself...tuck in blouse with skinny jeans and loafers?that is a guy look!

me:owh,shut it now!fyi,blouse are meant for girls honey,not for men.btw, since when you
became a fashion police?(eyes rolling)...and loafers is the new black!

idiot:okay okay...i give up!come on, i'll make it up to you...erm,cranberry white chocolate mocha
frappucino?

me:okay,whatever....(thinking i should sulk or let it go)*deep breath*(let it go...boys are always
boys)..let's go!

*haha...btw that frappucina taste weird!;p

;}

2011-12-16T21:41:00.002+08:00

'tak usah kau terangkanku tahu
potret wajahmu di setiap penjuru'
.........
.........
.........
kali ni aku bersin
AHCOH!
dah tak menarik la!
terus tekan button 'play'
sambung comedy/romance movie!

Dotsifying indeed!

2011-12-16T20:41:00.001+08:00

don't blame me
you got me too attached
now that i'm attached
you LOSE!

TSK!TSK!

2011-12-14T23:01:00.002+08:00

Tears streaming down your face
when you lose something you can't replace
when you love someone but it goes to waste
could it be worse?

High above or down below
when you're too in love to let it go
but if never try you'll never know
just what you worth

*trying to let go off someone hurts a lot especially when that person is now with your best friend

WOOOO!!!!!!

2011-12-10T21:00:00.002+08:00

To be honest
i dig you!
HAHAHAHA!!!
figure it yourself!
;p

haha, aku gelak lagi!

2011-12-07T20:06:00.004+08:00

guys

this time
i was like
WOAH!!
WOAH!!
WOAH!!
with double eyebrows raised (double dowh!)
because
Mr. Ash asked my phone number
i mean
MR. ASH!!!
come on la weyh!
only in my wildest dreams
i dream of
Mr. Ash asking my phone number
seriously
the flabbergasted feeling
last longer and better
than
when i texted
my ex-crush
BUAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! (i'm evil!)
hilang sorang dapat ramai!!
in your face sucker!!!!
okay....
hold that disgust face of yours
ignore the above
let me
get back to
MR. ASH
MR. ASH
MR. ASH
MR. ASH!!!
i'm flabbergasted
like truly, truly,truly
haha...
*wink

haha,aku gelak!

2011-12-06T20:17:00.003+08:00

3 days after SPM
'kau pijak hatiku' intro
new message
from
him
flip phone to open
the content says
'hey babe,
do you know what special about you?
i'm starting to miss you in 3 days'
WOAH!
WOAH!
WOAH!
nvrm then...
just act normal
few days later
'kau pijak hatiku' intro again
the same person
but
different words
'dina, aku teringatkan kau la'
this time
one eyebrow raised
nvrm again
just act normal
he did that a few times though
but
hey,i'm not easy to be melted
the next day
he called
PERGH!
in the middle of the night
PERGH!
he did that during SPM
but i only manage to answer
morning calls
but
still
i acted normal
he keep on asking me
weird questions
and trust me
IT IS WEIRD!
the list of things of him acting all weird
scared the hell out of me
i'm starting to wonder
why is he acting all mushy?
we never get this close before
and by saying never
as in NEVER NEVER
not even once in my mind
i imagine
i'll be thinking of him
now
all i can do is
just laugh
and wait for him
to spill him words

*wink, anyone who knows, hush hush please!

2011-12-05T12:47:00.000+08:00

"Not Over You"

Dreams, that's where I have to go
To see your beautiful - face anymore
I stare at a picture of you, and listen to the radio
Hope, hope there's a conversation
We both admit we had it good
But until then it's alienation, I know
That much is understood
And I realize

[Chorus:]
If you ask me how I'm doing
I would say I'm doing just fine
I would lie and say that you're not on my mind
But I go out and I sit down at a table set for two
And finally I'm forced to face the truth,
No matter what I say I'm - not over you (not over you)

Damn, damn girl you do it well
And I thought you were innocent
Took this heart and put it through hell
But still you're magnificent
I I'm a boomerang, doesn't matter how you throw me
I turn around and I'm back in the game
Even better than the old me
But I'm not even close without you

[Chorus:]
If you ask me how I'm doing
I would say I'm doing just fine
I would lie and say that you're not on my mind
But I go out and I sit down at a table set for two
And finally I'm forced to face the truth,
No matter what I say I'm - not over you (not over you)

And if I had the chance to renew
You know there isn't a thing I wouldn't do
I could get back on the right track
But only if you'd be convinced
So until then...

[Chorus:]
If you ask me how I'm doing
I would say I'm doing just fine
I would lie and say that you're not on my mind
But I go out and I sit down at a table set for two
And finally I'm forced to face the truth,
No matter what I say I'm -
Not over you
Not over you
Not over you
Not over you

cha and nad....you guys do understand me well...
<33

TERUJA

2011-09-23T21:04:00.002+08:00

teruja,
don't know to say,
'miss call' him
and within 1 and 1/2 seconds
he 'miss call' back
teruja!!
tapi
based on
self interpretation
ngee~~

rubbish in life!

2011-07-10T21:37:00.001+08:00

I hate to see you cry
Lying there in that position
There's things you need to hear
So turn off your tears
And listen

Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
No it won't all go the way it should
But I know the heart of life is good

You know, it's nothing new
Bad news never had good timing
Then, circle of your friends
Will defend the silver lining

Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
No it won't all go the way it should
But I know the heart of life is good

Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
Fear is a friend who's misunderstood
But I know the heart of life is good
I know it's good

exactly what i'm feeling...):

ah! debate?!

2011-05-31T16:24:00.002+08:00

the debate team

we love to gedik2+take pics!

my experiences in TKC were awesome. all of us redha with our losings. we still able to smile from ear to ear thanks to sir rizal's philosophy. THANKS so much for this oppurtunity!!!

~xoxo~

flabbergasted much??

2011-05-06T15:27:00.003+08:00

i was
flabbergasted
with your
words

*splat, splat, splat*
down they went
like
cow dungs

but
it was not me
who had a
hormone war

so deal with it
you have more
Lucifer's genetics
in your blood
compare to me

laugh all you want
i'm absolutely done
with it!

kkehidupan yang tawar

2011-05-01T20:57:00.001+08:00

ARGH!

2011-05-01T14:25:00.001+08:00

damn it!
first cut is the deepest!

Hergh!!

2011-04-30T07:57:00.003+08:00

hey!
ingat comel ke
sakitkan hati aku?
dah la buat
sampai orang lain
headshot
usha usha pelik
aku

aku jaga perasaan kamu
kamu buat macam ni kat aku
heh!
kalau kamu tu perempuan tua
dah lama aku gigit kepala kamu

masalah lah!
bila kamu nak main game
aku pun join sekali lah
bila kamu dah kalah
sejuk gila sampai
aku selesema

aku nak balik
matahari tu
tapi lagi aku cuba
lagi aku gagal
cuba nak gelak gelak
tapi muka kamu tu
macam nak makan aku

aku pun
ambil keputusan
just go with the flow
dah minta maaf dah pun
tapi tak berhasil
daripada aku sedih sebelah kamu
aku pergi happy happykan
hati aku
dengan mereka

ingat aku tak kesian
kat kamu ke
kesian doh!
tapi bila aku nak cuba
kamu macam tak nak
daripada aku sedih sebelah kamu
aku pergi happy happykan
hati aku
dengan mereka

dia kata
telefon la kamu
aku takut lah
takut kamu hang up

sebab dulu
benda ni sama gak
aku tanya kamu kenapa
kamu enggan cakap
walaupun muka kamu
menipu aku

bila aku fed up
aku buat muka
kamu salah tafsir
kita gaduh lagi

nak tahu apa
sebenarnya
ada sekali aku kejut kamu
lepas tu kamu terus pergi
walaupun sebelum tu
aku dah minta maaf
kamu pun tersenyum

aku dah happy
tiba tiba benda ni
jadi balik
ingatkan kamu
marah aku balik

aku pun set dalam mind
she wants to play game
just deal with it
just go with the flow

bila aku go with the flow
semua orang ingat
salah aku
sampai headshot
and
usha usha pelik
aku
even enemy kamu

tak suka lah
mesti ni Lucifer punya kerja
asshole!

aku pun bodoh
bila kita dah baik
aku sibuk
bila kamu tanya apa apa
aku buat layan tak layan je
tapi aku dah minta maaf
kamu pun tersenyum
serius aku tak faham!

kalau kamu baca ni
please don't think
i'm trying to gain people's
sympathy
deep in my heart
i sincerely
want us to be
just
as awesome as
last time!

HUH?!

2011-04-29T19:33:00.003+08:00

bila kamu membenci aku
kamu memang membosankan
lebih baik kamu membenci Lucifer
daripada membenci kaum sejenismu!

........

kamu memang suka
melihat aku yang terkena
kerana hati kamu
sama seperti dia

.........

Lucifer memang tidak pernah mengalah
tetapi adakah kamu Lucifer juga?

........

kamu angkat kening
kamu angkat bahu
kamu sebarkan propaganda
kamu bertuah
kilat tidak menyabung hari itu

.........

kamu tidak faham
betulkah?
ingat, menipu
kamu menjadi salah seorangnya

.........

karma memang manis
tetapi aku tidak sekejam kamu

.........

ini semua pasti angkara Lucifer
tidak pun
tiga huruf yang sensitif itu

.........

laugh all you want!

GAH!

2011-03-28T22:46:00.002+08:00

aku tengok
bila naik
form 5
kamu,kamu dan kamu semua
sudah
COUPLE
amboi!
dah la
senyap-senyap
tetiba je....
GAH!

*LMAO*

KANTOI

2011-03-27T18:32:00.002+08:00

aku
sudah
kantoi
sama
dia
*dush*
*blush*
*PENGSAN*
*arghhhh*

2011-03-25T13:48:00.000+08:00

SWEET!!

2011-03-17T17:06:00.002+08:00

ahhh!!!
karma never tasted this good!
that's what you get baby
when you played my heart
it tasted that good
doesn't it?!
five four three two one
bang bang bang baby
you're going down down down
to the ground where you bleed my heart
bang! she shot you
karma tastes so damn sweet
now how do you feel
swimming in your own tears
begging me to save you
here's what i said
"awww, i'm so sorry for you but, kiss my *mencarut* *vulgar* honey!
here's a byebye kiss from me!

MUAXXXXX!

*this is actually my imagination...not experience*

ONE YEAR LATER...

2011-03-14T13:21:00.002+08:00

after one year leaving my tae kwan do uniform and 'focusing' pad....my butt is flabby, my stomach is flabby and my thighs..masyaallah!...besar nak mati!!!my skinny tak payah nak cakap dah la....terus tak muat...mortifying?!?duh...YES!.... :( ..sedih owww....dah gemuk....last year buat azam...nak jogging everyday...tengok2...tido tebongkang kat rumah.... :( ...

it's been a long time...

2011-03-11T21:59:00.003+08:00

at last...i'm free from the prison after 5 weeks..yea..this year i have to call it as prison...and pardon me, sometimes i have to agree with boys that the place is a hell on earth...non stop activities drives me crazy, nagging teachers takes me to a level where i could almost curse them, weird, idiotic and i-don't-understand-why-so-secretive friends takes me from i-am-in-a-almost-heaven-on-earth to i-strongly-believes-that-i-am-in-the-hell...pardon me again...i just can't stand it...to be honest i am wondering why in the first place i went there...old place is better...although i have no boys to socialize with...but...it is not worth crying over split milk... i really beginning to see the true colours of life..

EAT PRAY LOVE

2011-02-05T14:30:00.004+08:00

yesterday my family and i went to Kenny Roger's Rooster restaurant to celebrate my mom's birthday. my dad, my brother and i ate 1/4 of phoenix chicken (nama die macam tu kot..tak ingat) with 3 side dishes..mine was mashed potatoes, fruit salad and mac 'n' cheese...it taste heavenly...mom ate baked jacket potato with fruit salad, BBQ baked beans and potato salad...my sister chose to carry on her diet by eating caesar salad...four of us ordered minty passion fruit mocktail and my mom ordered teh 'o with a glass of hot water...we also ate garlic bread with mushroom soup....the mushroom soup taste superbly good...
then, we went to Jusco...i went to MPH and guess what?!!?..i bought EAT PRAY LOVE!!!!! weeeeee... i am so happy!!!!!!!!!!!!

EAT PRAY LOVE

At 32 years old, Elizabeth Gilbert was educated, had a home, a husband, and a successful career as a writer. However, she was unhappy in her marriage and often spent the night crying on her bathroom floor. After separating from her husband and initiating a divorce, which he contested, she embarked on a rebound relationship which continued for some time but did not work out, leaving her devastated and alone.

Afterwards, while writing an article on yoga vacations in Bali, Gilbert met a ninth-generation medicine man who told her she would one day come back and study with him. After finalizing her difficult divorce, Gilbert spent the next year travelling around the world. The trip was paid for in advance with a book deal from the publisher.

She spent four months in Italy, eating and enjoying life ("Eat"). She spent four months in India, finding her spiritually ("Pray"). She ended the year in Bali, Indonesia, looking for "balance" of the two and found love ("Love") in the form of a dashing Brazilian factory owner.

can't wait to read it!!!

;]

2011-02-03T20:01:00.006+08:00

it's been a very long time since i updated my blog....i wonder what will i write for this entry....

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hurm, firstly, unhappy with school's new rules...riadah is compulsory every Tuesdays and Thursdays..... co-curricular activities are held every Mondays and Wednesdays....clothes are not allowed to be hang at the side of the bed....no activities after light-off...heesh...even during inspection, one of the items that must be display are panties...5 irons kena kongsi dengan 8 dorms containing 15 students each....principal is certainly having something going around in her mind...last year...i still can wake up early in the morning even though i sleep late but now....i have to sleep early but still wake up late...i am always masbuk during subuh...everyday there will be at least homework from two subjects....ergh.....tak suka!!!!tak suka!!!thank god i am not in my previous dorm..this time my dorm is quieter...well, quieter than the previous one lah...bising, bising gak..this time i can study happily at my dorm...miss my MP4...scared to bring it...so many new rules...suddenly spot check waktu pelik-pelik... kena rampas mati aku....

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this year..masuk 5 Biruni...and yea....ex 4 Farabians..i feel it too!..i miss them so much...their stupid jokes, their laughter, their stupid faces....

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^^

2011-01-01T14:36:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year!!i've got nothing to say...just...HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!(actually...a little nervous..i'm taking SPM this year...><)

IMAGINE!

2010-12-22T21:22:00.001+08:00

Imagine there's no Heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people
Living for today

Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace

You may say that I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will be as one

Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world

You may say that I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will live as one

LOMPAT!!!

2010-12-21T18:56:00.002+08:00

dulu, mereka tergedek-gedek berlarian(ooooo..tatabahasa yang salah..^^). lompat-lompat pun ada..(sejak bila aku tulis blog dalam bm ni???). panjat-panjat lagi lah...tak payah cakap...(kittysekai demam ke apa ni?!). ye lah..mereka kan baru kena vaccine injection(hah! baru sihat sikit bunyi kittysekai..tapi asyik guna 'mereka' je...macam yen le pulak)...sedih le pulak kittysekai tengok mereka tak larat nak gaduh-gaduh..lari-lari,lompat-lompat,panjat-panjat...nak buat macam mane...dah besar kenalah jumpa doktor...tapi hari tu kitty(kucing bukan aku) cakar doktor...takut ambil temperature...ye la..cucuk thermometer kat buntut..memang la menakutkan...kesian doktor...nasib baik glove latex je yang koyak..kalau tangan doktor koyak...buat malu je...hahahaha...fifi pulak...relax je..tak garang-garang...kitty la..siap buat bunyi*hessssh* lagi kat doktor...ala-ala bunyi kucing jantan nak gaduh...pada hal dia tu kucing betina....^^...kuku mereka pun dah potong...nasib baik..kalau tak..luka berdarah kittysekai bertambah lagi lah...hari tu kat kuku...yang baru-baru ni kat fingertip jari manis kiri...dah tak manis jari kittysekai..^^...anyways...the doctor told us that kitty and fifi will experience change in body temperature..in other words...will apparently get sick...that's why they are not so active....kitty-love from me..

xoxo

DARN!

2010-12-14T13:59:00.002+08:00

countdown

to

no more waking up at noon

and

hello door-slamming wake up call

darn indeed!

MIAW!!!!

2010-12-09T19:32:00.005+08:00

siblings love!!!

KITTY the zorro
*macam pakai mask*

*attracted to the door mosquito net*
*doesn't like to mandi*
*doesn't like bunyi hair dryer*
*miaw to kittysekai if she wants to sleep*
* sangat2 suka berkubang dalam litter sand*
*if merajuk menyorok bawah shoe cupboard*
*tak bagi kittysekai dry her up after bathing*

awwww!!! so sweet!!!

FIFI the rascal
*suka sangat panjat kaki orang*
*sangat2 manja (manja nak mampos)*
*likes to kacau kittysekai's mom*
*suka sangat panjat kaki orang mase orang kat eating table*
*miaw to kittysekai when he wants to sleep*
*attracted to moving things*
* likes to cakar2+calar2~kan kittysekai's pants and hands*
*doesn't like to sleep*
*doesn't like to mandi but tak kisah bila kittysekai dry him up*

PERGI!!!

2010-12-01T13:14:00.002+08:00

wahai
awak,
awak,
awak,
awak,
awak,
awak,
dan
awak
please
please
please
please
please
pretty please
i beg you
janganlah ganggu aku lagi
WUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!
i beg you
i'll do anything to get rid of all of you
go away
pergi
shoooooo!
please knock your head on something
and
forget about me
i have no ------- ------- ---
so
please
please
and pretty please
GO AWAY!

TAZKIRAH!

2010-11-27T12:01:00.000+08:00

Malam pasangannya siang,
Jaga pasangannya tidur,
Rajin pasangannya malas,
Dan lelaki pasangannya perempuan.

Kerana perempuan adalah
pasangan kepada lelaki,
maka Allah telah menciptakan bentuk badan wanita
itu dapat memikat hati lelaki.

Bila berkata tentang terpikat,
maka ia ada hubung kait dengan nafsu.
Jika ia ada hubungkait dengan nafsu,
ianya ada hubungan pula dengan bisikan syaitan.

Jadi untuk mengawal nafsu, mestilah dikawal dengan iman.
Untuk mendapatkan iman mesti menurut perintah
Allah dan RasulNya dan menjauhi laranganNya.

Pada mata lelaki, perempuan ini adalah simbol.
Simbol apa, semua orang tahu.
Orang lelaki mempunyai imaginasi yang nakal jika
tidak dikawal dengan iman.
Maka mata lelaki ini selalu menjalar
apabila terlihat seorang perempuan.

Setiap bentuk badan seorang
perempuan boleh dihayati oleh seorang lelaki
dengan berbagai-bagai tafsiran nakal nafsu.
Apabila seorang lelaki terlihat seorang
perempuan, maka perkara pertama yang akan
dilihatnya ialah rambut wanita berkenaan.
Maka akan ditafsirlah berbagai2 cara oleh
seorang lelaki akan rambut wanita berkenaan.

Oleh kerana itulah wanita wajib menutup rambutnya.
Apabila rambut wanita itu telah ditutup, maka
mata lelaki itu akan turun ke bawah melihat
bentuk lehernya,
maka wajiblah wanita itu menutup lehernya.
Maka mata lelaki itu akan turun lagi
melihat bentuk payu daranya,
maka wanita itu berkewajipanlah menutup bentuk
payu daranya dengan melabuhkan tudungnya.

Setelah itu mata lelaki akan
turun lagi melihat
bentuk ramping pinggangnya,
maka labuhkanlah pakaian supaya tidak ternampak
bentuk pinggangnya,
maka mata lelaki itu akan melihat pula akan
bentuk punggungnya,
maka wajiblah wanita itu membesarkan pakaiannya
agar bentuk punggung tidak kelihatan, dan
lelaki itu akan pula melihat bentuk pehanya,
maka janganlah sesekali wanita itu memakai kain
yang agak ketat sehingga terlihat bentuk
pehanya walau sedikit,
maka akan dilihat lagi oleh lelaki itu akan
bentuk kakinya pula,
maka janganlah wanita itu berseluar, kerana
terus-terang pihak lelaki bercakap, walau
muslimah itu bertudung labuh, berbaju labuh,
jika beliau memakai seluar,walau nampak besar
sedikit, nafsu kami lelaki akan terusik secara
sepontan, entah tak tahu Kenapa?

Mata lelaki ini nakal, setelah tidak ternampak
akan bentuk kakinya,
maka akan dilihatlah pula akan mata lelaki itu kepada kakinya,
maka wajiblah wanita itu untuk menolong lelaki
itu tidak berdosa, menutup kakinya dengan
melabuhkan kain, atau memakai stokinyg warnanya
jangan sesekali berwarna kulit perempuan,
maka mata lelaki ini akan kembali ke atas,
akan melihat pula bentuk tangan wanita itu,
maka tolonglah wahai muslimah, agar melabuhkan
tudung menutupi bentuk tangannya yang indah pada pandangan lelaki.

Maka wahai lelaki,
janganlah pula kamu melihat mukanya,
kerana ia akan menimbulkan fitnah, kecuali jika
kamu wahai lelaki, ingin meminangnya.
Jika wanita itu cukup soleh, takut mukanya yang
cantik akan menimbulkan fitnah,
maka berpurdahlah kamu,
jika itu lebih baik untuk kamu.

Tetapi mata lelaki ini ada satu lagi jenis
penyakit,iaitu mata
lelaki itu akan tertangkap dengan sepontan jika
ia terlihat warna yang menyerlah atau terang
jika ianya berada pada perempuan.

Maka oleh itu wahai perempuan, tolonglah jangan
memakai pakaian yang warnanya terang-terangan sangat.
Jika hendak pakai pun, pakailah untuk suami.
Itulah wahai muslimah, jika anda semua ingin tahu
apakah dia mata lelaki itu, dan perlu
diingatkan, jika semua aurat telah ditutup,
jangan anggap tugas kita telah selesai, perlulah
pula kita menjaga kehormatan diri masing2,
jangan keluar seorang2,keluarlah dengan
mahram, atau keluarlah sekurang2nya 3 wanita agar
tidak diganggu gangguan luar, mata lelaki pula
janganlah menjalar langsung kepada muslimah,
walau muslimah itu telah menutup aurat,
insyaAllah selamat dunia akhirat.

Seperti firman Allah,"Dan tundukkanlah pandanganmu
dan jagalah kemaluanmu".
Dunia sekarang telah banyak yang cacat celanya,
sehingga ketaraf seseorang yang memakai tudung
masih beliau tidak menutup aurat, dan pada kaum
lelaki, mata kamu itu wajib untuk tidak
mencuri2 melihat wanita muslimah, kerana ia
dilarangi oleh Allah SWT.

Ingat-ingatkanlah wahai muslimin muslimat.
Sekilau-kilau berlian paling menarik untuk dicuri..
Seindah-indah ciptaan adalah yang paling sukar untuk dijaga…

4 FARABI 2010..^^

2010-11-21T10:27:00.009+08:00

* 4 FARABI 2010 *

4 FARABI 2010

* complete 31 students
* huril, lin, mia, yan, cikgu harniza, hafis, pogie, bob, daman, eika, mirafut, mina, naja, ilyia, nurul, dina, syark, eira, cha, mior, syuk, aizad, sob, jeris, ezzo, yen, khai, kamil, min, hilmi, jaan
* sorry..picture is blur a bit..

from left: eika, ilyia, huril, mirafut, naja, syark, dina, zeera, cha, syu, yan, mia, eira
*mina (sbpi pekan), lin (kem)

from left: jeris, khai, jaan, aizad, wan, mior, kamil, ezzo, yen
*hilmi (jurugambar), min (lepak ngan bashar lain), bob (kem), pogie (sbpi pekan)

bedah katak!!!
* kamil mmg kejam..=="
* pogie, mina

boys will always be boys..^^

future doctors..^^..amin

clowns of the class...^^

semua comel kecuali dina...
* jerawat menyibuk!!><

ngee~~
*taglines: syark-"zina akal ape nie?!?!", huril-"kite takut!!", dina-pergerakan tangan~not orally

hihi!!
* thank god next year still in the same class

barisan pengakap 4 FARABI!!!
* sob tgh bajet hensem, jeris...tak tau la, ilyia teruja sebelah bob, bob tgh tido..hehe, dina senyum over, syark buat persetiaan pengakap gaya die, huril pakai spec nak ikut m**r..^^, lin seronok semacam...huhu...^^

yea...
this is us..
but
next year
there won't be us anymore....
and when i said 'us'
i mean
'4 FARABI 2010'
half of us will go to 5 Biruni
and
the other half will stay
the reason why we are so united
is that
more that 12 hours
in every single day
we
bersembang
gaduh
kutuk
gelak tak ingat dunia
tidur pelbagai gaya
'rujuk merujuk' time buat homework
with each other
of course
on the first semester
we didn't really
liked each other (that was me)
especially when
the second and third intake students
entered the class
but in the end
everyone in the class protested
the 'rombakan kelas'
no one
not even one single student
agreed
that was the moment when i
realised
we actually love each other
not to say that
we don't love our friends from our old schools
we still love them
like really really love them
but
we love
4 FARABI 2010 too!
i love it when
we gado-gado manja
we use
"gado!gado!tutup kipas!tutup lampu!baling kerusi!tiup matahari!"
in variety of phrases
i love that moment
we all end up laughing
and not fighting
how i wish
that the
time freezes
and we all can be
in
4 FARABI again
btw
not to forget
our crazy ideas
'member2 lah
4 farabi budak mckk
tak de sorang pun budak perempuan lah'
seriously
bak kata tok wan
macam-macam ade
kalau bab merepek
memang no. 1

* member2 4 FARABI *

dina@gigi hijau
syark@cikgu add math
cha@budak kecik
lin@mak yg disayangi
yan@pen. ketua yg kelam..^^
mia@gigi besi
nurul@garang giler..ngee~~
mirafut@mak cik
mina@bashar bertauliah..XD
huril@'kite takut'
eika@specky
eira@pandai menari
zeera@gemuk!..haha
ilyia@recycle
naja@keropok ikan
wan@khalifah yg tak bertauliah langsung..ngee~~
hafiz@jeris
jaan@makcik DM
sob@BAJET
aizad@sleepy head
daman@takut lipas
khairil@NOH hujan
bob@tak senonoh
kamil@?!?
ezzo@mamat hensem
ogie@reliable giler
syuk@ain nad..;p
min@setiausaha tertinggi bashar(not an insult..sincere compliment)
mior@anak 'mithali' lin
yen@lonjong
hilmi@mandom

* 4 FARABI 2010 *

* alangkah indahnya dunia bila kita semua tak akan membesar, alangkah indahnya dunia bila kita semua akan bersama selamanya *
- hujan band -

SMILE!

2010-11-17T22:00:00.003+08:00

i've got a story for you
maybe after you read it
you will critic me
critic something
something predictable enough
to hurt my feelings
but hey!
i don't give a damn
like really really don't give a damn
because i am a girl
a normal girl
who is attracted to
the opposite sex
yes,
i know that
couple is haram
i didn't said i couple
right?!
i'm just attracted to the opposite sex
it's no big deal actually
unless you are jealous of me
then
i guess
there is no
antidote for you
it was just a smile
really
nothing special
nothing outstanding
or
out of the world
just like i said before
(if you follow my entries - the deleted ones are included)
i have a weak point
on beautiful smiles
just like
bruno mars - just the way you are
'and when you smile
the whole world stop to stare for a while
cause you're amazing
just the way you are'
i remember
you asked my math book
well,
not literally though
you asked him
and
he asked to the class
something got into me
weirdly
i volunteered
when you give me
back my book
you said
'Siti Nur M...Majdina, terima kasih'
with that
award winning smile
i couldn't reply anything
because your smile
stole my heart
like
Robin Hood (tak ade kena mengena..^^)
and
every now and then
'your lips, my biggest weakness
shouldn't have let you know
i'm always gonna do what they say
if you need me
i'll come right there
from a thousand miles away
when you smile i smile
you smile i smile'

p/s : i just like him..not love..^^

YOU WORTH IT!!!

2010-11-06T15:14:00.001+08:00

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting through the wind, wanting to start again?
Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards, one blow from caving in?

Do you ever feel already buried deep?
Six feet under screams but no one seems to hear a thing
Do you know that there's still a chance for you
'Cause there's a spark in you?

You just gotta ignite the light and let it shine
Just own the night like the 4th of July

'Cause baby, you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go, oh
As you shoot across the sky

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go, oh
You're gonna leave 'em falling down

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road
Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite the light and let it shine
Just own the night like the 4th of July

'Cause baby you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go, oh
As you shoot across the sky

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go, oh
You're gonna leave 'em falling down

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through

'Cause baby you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go, oh
As you shoot across the sky

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go, oh
You're gonna leave 'em falling down

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

HAIZ....

2010-10-25T15:34:00.005+08:00

finally...
the final has already ended...
boredom is at the zenith...
result scare the hell out of me...
i want my mummy...
i want to see my kitties...
i hate coughing...
stupid boys...
no novels...
stupid programs...
piggish myself...
i need drug...
i need bed...
i need her...
i need him...
i need it...
eyes are closing...
lungs are working...
heart is stopping...
tears are falling...
hands are shaking...
news are spreading...
she is crying...
but no one is there...
she prefer it though...
privacy is a need...
...
...
...
...
heart beat is fading...
blood...
...
...
...
paper knife drops...
*thiingg...*
everything disappear...
she is now happy...
floating above with birds...
watching us...
her tears are raindrops...
falls right on me...
i can see she is smiling...
goodbye sweetheart

an arabic poem

2010-10-01T13:41:00.001+08:00

Dalam asmara aku telah dikenakan baju indah bersulam cinta
Oleh seorang gadis yang amat jelita
Hingga purnama pun malu di hadapannya
Bila mata ini berbuat salah kerananya
Maka dengan airmata ia basuh semua dosa.

renung-renungkanlah....

2010-09-18T22:04:00.001+08:00

credit goes to glass and a half full production
(i don't own this video)

TEDDY BIGFOOT..;D

2010-09-18T17:22:00.003+08:00

There's a teddy bear

i want you to meet
and the first thing you'll do
is notice his feet

and just be polite
and try not to stare
for these feet are special
on this cute little bear

there's no need to run
there's no need to hide
he understands
how you're feeling inside

you see his huge paws
are there for a meaning
to help you and i
whatever we are feeling

whoever he helps
and wherever he goes
he leaves an impression
with those that he knows (me..xD)

he'll walk into your life
with love and a smile
bringing some magic
for more than awhile

no matter the problem
he's there from the start
leaving those footprints
all over your heart ;)

MR. TEDDY BIGFOOT
(if you notice my bedsheet print is mickey mouse...well, that's who am i ;P)

syasyisya...

2010-09-17T11:20:00.003+08:00

as i was humming to green day, 'wake me up when september ends'

i realised i haven't do something that i promised to her
so.....here you go....

nice eh???one without eyes and nose...the other one without mouth and nose..

ahaha...this one is nicer..just imagine..both of us took this picture right in front of the boys..

so...
what do you think...
try to guess her name from the entry title
or
her name tag
as for me..
i'm being the naughty one..
not wearing a name tag..
ngehehe...
who cares anyway
okay..back to the topic(or whatever it is)
the lucky girl is
NUR SYAKIRAH SAPIDIH
or
known as
my 'twin'
as
thought that we are
even the teachers..
*wink

SAKIT!!!!

2010-08-28T20:40:00.002+08:00

HUAAAWAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!sakit perut...sobs!!!sobs!!!

LALALALALALALA!!!!

2010-08-13T21:41:00.003+08:00

They were sitting
They were sitting in the strawberry swing
Every moment was so precious

They were sitting
They were talking in the strawberry swing
Everybody was for fighting
Wouldn't wanna waste a thing

Cold, cold water
Bring me round
Now my feet won't touch the ground
Cold, cold water
What ya say'
It's such
It's such a perfect day
It's such a perfect day

I remember
We were walking up to strawberry swing
I can't wait 'til the morning
Wouldn't wanna change a thing

People leaving all the time
Inside a perfectly straight line
Don't you wanna curve away
It's such
It's such a perfect day
It's such a perfect day

Now the sky could be blue
I don't mind
Without you it's a waste of time

HE!

2010-07-23T22:29:00.003+08:00

He,
Mysterious, quiet, shy,
When i first saw him,
He was invisible to me,
Just an ordinary boy.

He,
That night,
Asked me something,
With a smile,
That really melts my heart,
Only God knows,
How i try to survive.

He,
He caught me staring,
Like OMG!!
I quickly turn away,
I could feel my cheek,
Brightly blush.

He,
He makes me daydream,
Dreaming of something,
Something which is him,
I know,
What a devil he is.

He,
I know this is all hormones,
Trying to make me lose focus,
stupid, stupid, STUPID!!!!
Now i can't him out off my mind,
I just can't get him out of my mind.

BUEK BUEK!!!!

2010-06-29T15:32:00.002+08:00

sad...
empty...
lonely...
happy...
super super happy...
freakingly happy...
f***ingly happy...
sad...
super super sad...
freakingly sad...
f***ingly sad...

you really LOVE to make me feel like this don't you??

i HATE you!!!

do you understand??

i know you WON'T...

because...

you are some outrageously stupid walking ZOMBIE...

TEE HEE!!!

so now you are angry with me?!?

OPPS!!!

i forget that you just a zombie...

no feelings...

no brain...

and mostly...

not SENSITIVE at all...

all you have to do...

in every single four hours...

is to drink that foul smelling embalming fluid...

OPPS!!!

my 'bad'...

i said it all LOUD and CLEAR...

'SO SORRY, MY LOVE'

HOW TO BE POPULAR!!!!^^..part 2

2010-06-17T23:52:00.002+08:00

Hola!!!i'm back to give advices on HOW TO BE POPULAR!!!!(no work to do :) )

Let's begin by determining your level of popularity, or lack of thereof:

- Ask yourself how others in your social sphere perceive you.
- Do they know who you are?? If so, how do they treat you. (important!!!you can't be popular if people
hate you)
- Do they make rude marks about you- behind you back or to your face? (if this
happens..obviously..you have to change your attitude(: )
- Do they ignore you??
- Do others include you in their outings and activities, inviting you to social events or occasions??

Well, judging by the behavior of other around you, you should be able to tell whether you are liked, merely tolerated- or totally unpopular
and..
if you are MERELY TOLERATED or TOTALLY UNPOPULAR, IT IS TIME TO TAKE ACTION!!!!

THE END OF PART 2 :)

TIN TIN!!

2010-06-01T15:37:00.002+08:00

'syakirah!!! aku nampak tin-tin!!!!'HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!..yup that's me...just 4 months here and i'm already 'icthifying' like crazy..well...towards this particular boy...form 5 of course..hahaha..but..obviously he doesn't know about this...i mean..come on...it is humiliating right...anyway..i just want to write about this..that's all..since the STUPID pengawas pusat sumber already 'halauing' us...no offence..^^..toddles..muaxx...xoxo..^^

HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY!!!!

2010-05-27T15:35:00.004+08:00

FINALLY!!!!!exam finish d....lalalala...but cannot go back home this week....SOBS!!!school got some stupid program to attend for...benci benci!!!guess what are the activities they had planned for us...DRILL session....++...i want to die!!!!pur-lease...i don't understand why on earth do they want us to learn how to march....i rather eat a grasshopper than go to that stupid session...they said this program is going to help us to get certificate so that we can use it for after SPM....i wonder what are they bullshitting about.... =.=*..ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! benci benci...nvrm..i going to make an excuse so that i don't have to go to that stupid session...hahaha...coincidentally, i am sick+flu+cough right now...ngehehehehe....figure it yourself what will be my excuse..^^ ...happy happy joy joy!!!!....toddles!!!muaxx..xoxo..^^

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!

2010-05-09T15:03:00.002+08:00

MOMMY!!!HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!..I LOVE YOU..THANKS FOR EVERYTHING THAT YOU HAD DONE FOR ME!!!I PROMISE I WILL STUDY VERY HARD TO MAKE YOU PROUD OF ME!!!MUAXXXXX!!!!

LAPAR!!!!

2010-04-29T15:51:00.002+08:00

hahahahaha!!!i'm being naughty right now....i skip prep just to online...ngehehehe...exam is nearer and i still don't have the 'kesedaran diri' to study...homework are pile up on my table..very lazy to do ..aiyah..one in a month 'buat jahat' nvrm lorh!!!haiz...very hungry..took lunch about 1 hour ago...i'm always hungry since i'm staying in boarding school...hurm..nak cakap ape ye?????owh ya...btw, the longer i stay in boarding school, the lazier and sleepier i am in class(hypothesis..;P)....okay2...gotta go..kena halau by the ps prefect...toddles..muaxx....xoxo!!!

Blah blah blah...

2010-03-20T21:29:00.004+08:00

You must been wondering..is this girl gonna write about the K$sha's 'blah blah blah' song lyrics?nah...don't expect me to write about it...i don't even like the song...tomorrow i'm going back to Igop...yea...leaving home for 2 months...sobs!!...i haven't finish up my homework...i left it abandon on my bed...aiyah!!!who cares...i don't have the mood the finish it....i haven't iron my clothes..haven't pack my bag and i haven't clean up my 'tongkang pecah' room...one week holiday are just not enough for me...oh ya...IF U EVER HAVE AN INTENTION TO BUY WASABI FLAVOURED CRACKERS.. NEVER EVER BUY IT!!!I'M TELLING YOU BECAUSE I REGRET AFTER TASTING ONE......remember!!toddles!!!xoxo

MUCHIKINS!!!!

2010-03-14T11:34:00.002+08:00

I MISS MY MUCHIKINS!!!!!!! last saturday, i bumped into Faz in Jusco...she looked so happy and healthy..not like me...all sick and sad...><....seriously, i really miss my friends soooooo much..i guess i can't never understand my new friends' hearts yet...HAIZZZ!!!!..and the competition is so damn 'strong'...erghhhh....life in boarding school such scared the hell out of me....sometimes it sucks and sometimes when you get all crazy with your friends..then..you will forget everything and you're happy..but the homesick and friendsick disease will never fade away...but i've been there for just one month..so...i guess the 'diseases' will cure slowly...^^..anyways...life must continue...with or without my bffs..i have to study hard so that i can be what i want..^^...so..i have to be more optimistic and happy(although i know my face always betrays me)..^^..toddles

SOBS!!!!

2010-01-19T14:51:00.003+08:00

heloo!!!(okay that was lame)....^^..okay..you probably already know i got 8 As for my PMR...so..if you could recall that little brain of yours..you surely remember that i applied for 'sekolah berasrama penuh'(SBP) and MRSM...and soooooo.....last friday i went to www.moe.gov.my to check if my application succeeded...well....my application 'di terima' and i get SBPI Gopeng(or igop as what the students call their school)...actually...my motif of writing this entry is not to tell people about me getting that school..^^..since i'm going away(2th of February), i want to talk about my AMAZING and GREAT best friends....^^
okay here goes:

1. TURGA GANAPATHY
Turga..or gurgatanapathy..she is....well...a brainiac(sorry..^^)...she is very clever, funny and just like the whole gang..perverted.. HAHAHA...she is crazy..and loves to listen to 'soul' music..(i don't know what adjective should i put)..well..not soul music..but very calming music by famous singers..(although i don't know them)...this girl is in love with LIVERPOOL fc..^^..and her favorite footballer is FERNANDO TORRES..^^..she has a brother, Nirvan who once 'tersilap' told Mrs. Ganapthy to tell Turga to book me a place in 'Sivik' class(suppose Physics)...she is 4 Bestari 'ketua tingkatan' and she never 'marah' those loose-cannons people in the class..(that including me i guess..tee hee)..but when she get angry..haha..'mampos engko'...she will curse you properly..^^

2. TAN JING XUAN
Jing Xuan..or xuanxuan is the most happy-happy-i-don't-care-and-don't-give-a-damn-about-it girl in our group....she LOVES to sleep....yes...basically,free periods is her most enjoyable periods of the day..^^...she loves S.H.E. and LIVERPOOL!!!...and she is dying to go Taiwan(not literally la...) she always get nice food during recess..thanks to her mother...(i very jealous..she always get McD..^^)...Jing Xuan is also my piano class mate..^^(double YAY!!!)...both of us are 'useless' student of Mrs. Lee..haha..(actually,me only..jx not..she very good..^^..Mrs. Lee also a very good teacher..but i always gives her headache..lol..).oh ya...Jing xuan also like to write 'notes'(you know what i mean..^^) and she like to scribble photostated papers..^^

3. SHARON SILVA
Sharon or silva(i always call her that) is the girl who like to 'mengutuk' you-know-who with me..^^.. i don't know what sharon basically like to do...shopping i guess..^^...but she likes Manchester United fc......(blech..haha..sorry silva..)..this girl like draw heart-shaped thing-ies and like to collect and take picture stuff which are heart-shaped...she is a very fashionable girl..but she always denies it...oh ya..she is very nice to hug with...and..if you shout to her to make her follow you to go somewhere..she will say 'wait la budak' or 'okay,okay..jom'....tee hee...then..if you kick her during taek won do..she will 'buat muka marah' but won't kick you back...HAHA...and she has a dog named Sasha...^^

HOW TO BE POPULAR!!!!^^..part 1

2009-11-13T16:53:00.005+08:00

POPULAR: adj. Widely liked or appreciated; liked by acquaintances; sought after for company.

Popularity....
We all want it. Why? Because being popular means being liked. Everyone wants to be liked...
[to whom doesn't...i wonder if you're an alien....^^..i think even aliens want to be popular..(influence by all sci-fiction movies yg berkaitan dgn aliens..^^)]

Sadly, however, not all of us are..(><...i totally agree..i'm not popular) Guess what do popular people have in common that makes them all so popular...^^

They all have:
~ A friendly way about them
~ An eagerness to pitch in and help get the job done
~ An interest in everything that goes on the work or school
~ A look that fresh and neat
(i know, i know...most of the popular 'jocks' that u know are not like what u read above...but think positively...BARRACK OBAMA is popular..his traits suit what i wrote,right....RIGHT?!^^)

However..these aren't traits popular people were born with. They've cultivated the characteristics that make them so popular....

.....and you can, too, by following the tips in my next entry!
(i'm not forcing...if u don't want..i'll be fine..i won't haunt you...^^..i'm not a popular person anyways...but i'm giving tips to anyone that want to be popular in my preferable way..^^)

sugar high..^^

2009-11-12T17:29:00.002+08:00

it's always when you
are not looking that you get
a treat. mint choc chip.

Fastlane.....

2009-11-11T19:41:00.002+08:00

it's lonely sometimes in the fast lane
people come and go like rain
and i look around for a hand to hold
but there's no one here today
everyone goes away
and left me in the fray

so don't wish upon the star
cause star can only get you so far
and it doesn't matter who u are
cause the sky looks better from the ground anyway
you never know what you got
and even if you do it don't mean it's gonna stay
tomorrow is another day
you only live once and
i'm living for today
i'm living for today

so i drive around this superficial town
with a smile on my face
no one really knows how i feel inside
and i'm keeping it that way
it's my story to replay
and the fast lane is where i wanna stay

so don't wish upon the star
cause star can only get you so far
and it doesn't matter who u are
cause the sky looks better from the ground anyway
you never know what you got
and even if you do it don't mean it's gonna stay
tomorrow is another day
you only live once and
i'm living for today

i can't find my sanity
i want to lose my mind
la la la la la la la la la la la
la la la la la la la la la la la
and if only i can show me that
nobody is gonna bring me down

so don't wish upon the star
cause star can only get you so far
and it doesn't matter who u are
cause the sky looks better from the ground anyway
you never know what you got
and even if you do it don't mean it's gonna stay
tomorrow is another day
you only live once and
i'm living for today..........

i'm left with nothing..not exactly

2009-11-10T18:09:00.004+08:00

PMR...ancient history for me.....the begun of 'umuststudyhard4PMR' for form 2...^^...i got nothing to do during my 5 weeks-without-books-and-all-internet-fiesta....well...not exactly la...my mom ask me to be her 'bibik' for these holidays(including the end-year-holidays..><)..she actually has a plan in her brain..she told me yesterday that during the end-year-holidays, she gonna ask us(me n brother..thank god i'm not the only one) to paint the whole house..and yes..including the walls inside the house...><...while she said that..i began to do my 'ma-adik-malas-la-upah-orang-je-lah' expression....then she said...' adik, u haven't hear the best part yet..mama going to 'pay' both of u RM 150....(for u guys who knows me really well ya'all surely know that i'm the type of gurl who will only bersemangat to do work if got upah...so faham2 je lah my expression that time)....before my mom sempat habiskan her sentence,i quickly cut her...'betul ke??okay..cam tu adik ngan abang paint the house 2gether2 la...^^'....then again..i menyampuk tak tentu pasal...'tapikan ma..bilik warna lain2 la..tak best la kalo bilik warna putih lagi...'(my fingers were crossed that time...so that she will agree with me..lol)..she said again..'okay..tapi kena cat lawa2 la...'..(HAHA..berjaya jugak hasrat ku nak cat bilik warna PURPLE..well...if my sister agree with me since i share the room with her...but if i get 'room no.4'....HUREY!!!bilik warna purple....IF la...if not..have to bincang with her...><)....btw..gtg..bb..^^

MARK INDELICATO!!!

2009-11-06T16:53:00.001+08:00

lalalala~ my official 'BOYFRIEND'....jangan jelez...^^

What would my momma do?!

2009-09-17T14:44:00.003+08:00

Every night I go
Every night I go
Sneaking out the door
I lie a little more
Baby, I'm helpless

There's something bout the night
And the way it hides all the things I like
Little black butterflies
Deep inside me

What would my mama do (Oh Oh)
If she knew bout me and you? (Oh Oh)
What would my daddy say (Oh Oh)
If he saw me hurt this way? (Oh Oh)

Why should I feel ashamed?
Feeling guilty at the mention of your name
Here we are again
Its nearly perfect

What would my mama do (Oh Oh)
If she knew bout me and you? (Oh Oh)
What would my daddy say (Oh Oh)
If he saw me hurt this way? (Oh Oh)

All the things a girl should know
Are the things she cant control
All the things a girl should know
Are the things she cant control

Oh, what would my mama do (Oh Oh)
If she knew bout me and you? (Oh Oh)
What would my daddy say (Oh Oh)
If he saw me hurt this way? (Oh Oh)

(i don't own this lyric...^^..enjoy)

I'm terribly SORRY!!!

2009-09-15T20:36:00.002+08:00

I AM EXTREMELY SORRY TO EVERYONE THAT WAS HURT BY MY ENTRIES....I DIDN'T MEAN ANYTHING OR TRYING TO HURT YOUR FEELINGS.....I HAVE LEARN MY MISTAKES AND I WILL TRY HARD NOT TO REPEAT THEM AGAIN.....I HOPE ALL OF YOU UNDERSTAND....I REALLY DIDN'T MEAN IT...ALL I CAN SAY IS *SAYA BUDAK BARU BELAJAR, KALAU SALAH TOLONG TUNJUKKAN...><*

HAIZ!!!!!!!!!!=='

2009-09-14T13:36:00.004+08:00

PMR is getting nearer...MEGA 'haiz-es'...=='..need to study more......'haiz-es' again....by the end of this week..i gonna be like that pic up there...^^..actually..maybe...NOT!! ;p...alhamdullilah, my parents let me to release my so-called-tension by surfing the net!! thanks mom n dad!!! if not...my brain surely explode long tym ago....^^ ............................................................................................................................ .........................................................................................................................................................................
(actually i no thing to write..so i just write anything that comes into my mind....^^)haiz...dotsifying larh.... gtg, toodles!!!

First Aid Course..^^

2009-08-02T19:56:00.008+08:00

my first KISSS!!!!LOLzzz

pity him..kena jadi tikus makmal...^^

loshini...=='

budak-budak yang x ade keje

SMILEEEEEEE!!!!^^

Today...i went to first aid course anjuran taekwando at my school's hall....at first it was quite bowing but..when the penceramah (En. Anuar n En. Najib) bertukar sesi ke so-called-sesi balut-membalut-how to do when kaki patah,tangan patah,leher patah and ect.. very interesting d..nice!!!(i don't noe wat is the exact word)....anyways..enjoy the pictures!!!!!^^

HAPPY BURFDAY TO ME!!!!^^

2009-08-02T18:50:00.005+08:00

he's singing the 'Happy Burfday' song for me!!!

me and my brother...^^

me and my beloved mother...(lolzz)

chicken chop!!!!yum2x..^^

my mom brought me to orient star hotel at Lumut yesterday(1st August) to celebrate my burfday...

how does it feel???

2009-06-30T22:36:00.007+08:00

how does it feel???
how does it feel???
to be alone on your own....
with no direction home..
..............

Turn away, If you could get me a drink, Of water 'cause my lips are chapped and faded, Call my aunt Marie, Help her gather all my things, And bury me in all my favorite colors, My sisters and my brothers, still, I will not kiss you, 'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you.

Now turn away, 'Cause I'm awful just to see, 'Cause all my hairs abandoned all my body, Oh, my agony, Know that I will never marry, Baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo, But counting down the days to go, It just ain't living, And I just hope you know, That if you say, Goodbye to me, I'd ask you to be true.

'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you, 'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you........

family reunion...^^

2009-06-10T14:46:00.012+08:00

penyambut tetamu...(me n ida) swt..=='

sorry gambar senget...cik yati, adik die n baby alesya...^^

bro, alif..^^ n pak busu...

kamarul....siao2 a bit...^^

dad with iqbal (ieman) my nephew..swt..=='

cute huh??

the CAKE.....delicious...^^yummy..=='

mak nyai n pak nyai!!!!!^^

Last week, went to kampong.....it was AWESOME!!! went there on monday.....on tuesday, suddenly mom decided to do a family reunion on saturday...after snapping pics n all at a studio, we all (9 families tak termasuk cik mek's n cik koi's family but termasuk kak nonoi's family) went to PRIME CITY HOTEL in Kluang after solat Magrib...well atcually mom wanna celebrate mak nyai n pak nyai's(grandma n granpa in bahasa Jawa) wedding anniversary...^^( a surprise for them...mom told them we r going 2 do family reunion cause sis came back from US for summer break...)^^..enjoy the photos!!!

my fave songs!!!

2009-05-26T18:48:00.003+08:00

i lurve:
+HEY MONDAYS!!!
this song (HOW YOU LOVE ME NOW) is nicer that their first single 'Homecoming'
anyone who reads this entry MUST listen to this song!!!
faster click PLAY!!!

+ COLDPLAY!!!!!
this song (LIFE IN TECHNICOLOUR II) may be kind of outdated..but STILL...(kalau lagu sedap x akan hilang from my ingatan^^!!)
well, their songs are VERY...let me repeat...VERY nice!!!!^^
so, faster click the PLAY button!!

+ n yeah...LENKA
this song is veeeeeeeryyyyyyyy.....HAPPY!!!!!!...full of staccatos...^^
it makes me happy when ever i listen to this song...^^
don't forget to click the PLAY button

yesterday...n..today...

2009-05-22T13:34:00.000+08:00

yesterday....seni exam....woah....scary tul(expression je...bukan scary btol2 pun..==') aku buat soalan 6....*lukiskan kertas dinding yang bermotif rama-rama.....warna bebas...*..ape lagi...warna bebas kan..hehehe...semua dah sedia kat atas meja...*ready,get set,GO...*mulelah melukis...jeng3x...dah siap...(lakaran jew..^^)pastu ambil oil pastel...ambil warna pink(a little bit like lilac),light purple(HIDUP PURPLE YO!!..p/s:retarded a bit...side effect drpd exam..=='),darker pink and darker purple....(the reason y i bold it n make it larger is cause i LOVE those colours)..then buat outline butterflies.....*30 mins later....* ambil warna lightyellow,yellow,light orange,orange...lukis flowers....then take red oil pastel..lukis divider.....pastu ambil very light grey n colour the inside of the butterflies...then keluarkan water colour...ambik warna ...yellow+white campur kat dalam palet..pastu ambik warna red+white....campur kat dalam palet....warna100000x......siap....akhirnye jadi macam kertas ...dinding kat dalam bilik baby....

today......ooopss...silap colour...^^.. nothing much happen....tapi mase ujian agama....adoyai...agak susah....harap dapat A...no...MUST get A....english exam....OKAY lorh.... my essay....haiz...no need to say larh...but still...i wanna A...better go study GEO n KH...wassalam..^^

my very first entry...

2009-05-19T21:55:00.002+08:00

okay...this is my first entry...i don't noe wat to write...so here's my today's activities....i woke up at 5.45 a.m., then argued with my bro...(he want to do his morning routine in the bathroom..=='..ewww...)anyways....went 2 skoool by the small-stuffed-like sardin in a can-kancil....erghhh....how i wish i go to skool with my daddy...on the way..lalu McD...my mouth was watering n i could hear the dripping sound of my saliva*drip,drip.drip*(okay...actually i'm carving 4 the mcmuffin egg with chicken roll..but no one want to take me go mcd...><..pagi2 buta...sape pun nak...)...then reached skool....walk for 100 steps from gate 2...tibe plak kat tangga....adoyai.....angkat kaki kanan,kiri,kanan,kiri,kanan,kiri.......sampai kat class....fuh...the class is lyk a mental hospital punya wad....putih melepak BUT in a not-nicely-painted-way....pastu masuk class.....*KRINGGGGG!!!!!!OOOIIII!!!!BERATUR KAT LUAR*tunggu *teacher*.....masuk class balek....*GOOD MORNING TEACHER* ....doa.....belajar...(it was fun cause she's CUTE..)on the first day of the school..we kinda think that she's a bit weird...but after 5 MONTHS with her....=='...wateverlah...asalkan she teach us....then....BM period......*cikgu*-*hari ni tatabahasa kan.....ye cikgu*....blah,blah,blah.....*buat mukasurat 1-8...cikgu kene salin soalan keeeeee???x payah...jawapan je!!!*......time goes on...*TICK-TOCK-TICK-TOCK*....*dah siap keee??...blom....x pe buat sampai muka surat 4 je.....*...anyways.....we belajar until 1.15....then *KRINGGGGGGGGGG!!!!.....terima kasih uztazah....doa....*salam....BALEK!!!!yeah!!!)jalan1000x.....sampai gate 2...*panas giler hari nie...weh DINA..tengok STAR paper jap....nah...WEI, ade gambar AKIM ar....AKU NAKKKKKK!!!!...x leh....aku nak!!!!;P*..then it goes on and on.....sampai rumah...mandi, makan, tuition, balek, makan,mandi, buat revision, buat folio, chat ngan BESTIE, tulis blog, pastu TIDOW!!!!GOOD NITE!!!